It is Saturday night, which means that tonight, I shall make use of the folder I bought a week ago and plan. Plan and plan until everything is set into place. And then, I begin.

One week.

One whole week. Well, five days.
Five days filled to the brim with food.
I ate more in five days than I usually do in two weeks.
The week in one word: BINGE.

Oh well.
At least it's out of my system now.
I look like a whale, and not the cute kind.

Every fat cell in my body is screaming FAILURE at me, but I'm not going to listen.
I refuse to be the failure that so many others become. I refuse to say to myself "This is all too hard. I'll just give in and end up the size of a house." The only real failure is to stop trying, and that is one thing I will never do.

I have to stop consuming before it consumes me.
I know I can do this.

My life is a candle and wick.
You can put it out, but you can't break it down
In the end, we are all waiting to be lit.

I'm going camping.
I plan to lose weight on this trip.
See you in a week's time.

Xx. Lillie

You're probably getting sick of all these posts..

You're probably getting sick of all these posts..

I went running today! It felt so good and I'm quite chuffed with how far i got. I ran 4.8 kms in just over half an hour :)
Now I sit here drinking peppermint tea and thinking about life in general. I stood on my head this morning, just to get a different perspective of the world.

I'm thinking of changing my blog design to something a bit more cheery, but it will take some work, and a bunch of time. Maybe I'll do it one Sunday afternoon..

That's it for me!

Stay Strong, Live Life, and never forget how wonderful you are.

Xx. Lillie

Yay for exercise!

I started exercising in my room last night.
Being away from ballet is driving me slightly insane.
I can see all the muscles wasting away, all my hard work fading away with it.

But exercising in my room was fun :)
I'm going jogging tonight, then having dinner, then doing more exercises i think :)
Maybe some yoga.. (I love yoga)
I'm sensing a new routine arising.

If anyone has any favourite exercises, please share!

I'm going down to breakfast now, at which i will stick to the meal I decided last night and nothing else.

I'm in a really good mood today :)

Stay Strong, Live Life and do some exercise!
Xx. Lillie