Fading Away

It's useless.
What's the point?
There is no point.
You're never going to be good enough.
You're never going to get what you want.
You're never going to get everything done.
You're always going to be fat.
You'll never be perfect.
You'll never succeed.

This is a shorter version of something i read on one of your blogs today, and while reading it, i began to believe it. The first word i thought of once i had finished reading?

NO.

We all feel like this sometimes. We think that we will never get there, that we do not deserve to get there. But I'll let you in on a little secret, the failures we face along the way are there to remind us that this isn't easy. If it was, everyone could do it. But it's not. We are perfectionists, with our highest critic being ourselves. We all have the strength to get where we want in life, it's simply a matter of finding said strength. You can be anyone you want to be, you simply have to try.

If i let my mistakes from today, dictate what happens tomorrow, i would never get anywhere. Don't dwell on your mistakes, look at them, shake your head, and move on. If you make them again, try again.

Today was a bad day for me. Stupid french teacher and her nice, extremely unhelpful ideas. She decided that she would turn her french room into a cafe so we could practice our french by ordering things in french. There was real food.

And so since i failed so early in the morning, i spent the rest of the day thinking oh well, I've already failed, what does it matter? It does matter. A lot. And its something i should have realised earlier.

Stay Strong, Live Life, and never give up.
Xx. Lillie