I told someone.
I don't really know why. I guess I just felt that it was time. Luckily, she is a beautiful friend, who has some issues of her own (not ED related) and she'd shared so much which me that I felt it was time to let go to the secret I'd been holding onto for so long. I know she won't tell a soul.
On another note, my determination has returned in leaps and bounds. I know what I have to do, and that I will do it. I hate looking back at previous posts and reading the same thing over and over and over again. How this time, this time things will be different. How I'll become a new person overnight. How everything will change from here-on in.
People WILL notice me when I return. I refuse to let my life be ruled by something so trivial.
I am the person I want to be, it's time the outside shell that contains me reflected that.
Stay Strong, Live Life, and Never Give Up.
Ever.
Oh my goodness you are so skinny as is it is! Your a ballerina? like, WOW.
ReplyDeleteAs for your post, i agree completely, we've all been there, but wars werent won in a day, its the little battles that we have to get through first...:)
Thanks for the comment on my post!