Fading Away

You know, i think this whole Abc thing is working not because it's such a great diet, but because i refuse to eat up to the calories im supposed to. Today i was meant to eat 350cals. I had maybe 50cals of tomato soup and half a sushi roll (mother dearest bought it for me, had to eat some of it). The weird thing was, i didn't feel hungry at all. I felt full, iv been feeling full all day, which is really strange. Family is all having dinner soon, but its gonna be pretty easy to get out of, it always is. My family isn't one to all sit down and do the whole "dinner is family time thing".

Im so happy right now its strange. I'm not eating because iv finally realised that in the end, it's not worth it, that achieving my goals gives greater a satisfaction and sense of elation than food ever could. The success i feel now is incredible, and im going to make it last.

Stay Strong, live life and never forget how special you are.

Xx. Lillie