One whole week. Well, five days.
Five days filled to the brim with food.
I ate more in five days than I usually do in two weeks.
The week in one word: BINGE.
Oh well.
At least it's out of my system now.
I look like a whale, and not the cute kind.
Every fat cell in my body is screaming FAILURE at me, but I'm not going to listen.
I refuse to be the failure that so many others become. I refuse to say to myself "This is all too hard. I'll just give in and end up the size of a house." The only real failure is to stop trying, and that is one thing I will never do.
I have to stop consuming before it consumes me.
I know I can do this.
you CAN do this hun. put it behind you and stay positive xx
ReplyDeleteMe too girl.
ReplyDeleteME TOO.
But you are right!!!
WE CAN DO THIS!
Here's to a fresh start!
You're right. Keep trying and you will never be a failure.
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Go outside. Now. Even if it's 2am. Go outside and walk, bring a pocket knife if you need to. Get away from the binge, the environment, even for the shortest walk.
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