I tripped and grazed my knees a little bit (figuratively speaking) but it's ok, because i picked myself up again.

Fail. Oops.
No matter. The stress got to me.
So i decided to eat like a 'normal' person.
Bad idea.
Now i feel fat :(

But not for long.
My new plan starts right about... NOW.
Yes, that's right. NOW. Not tomorrow.
I need to prove to myself that i can do this.
And not by planning for tomorrow, but by doing what needs to be done today.

Ok. My new plan goes something like this.

Monday, Tuesday, Thursday Friday:
Breakfast: Green Tea and perhaps an orange.
Lunch: Lunch? What Lunch?
Before Ballet: Two pieces of toast/an orange
Dinner: Miso soup, if i feel like it. If not, nothing.

Wednesday, Sunday: Green Tea, Miso Soup- i bought it from a special little japanese shop. It's yum, and about 30 cals a litre.

Saturday: Coffee, one big fat salad with lots and lots of vegetables.

I have ballet on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday, so that's why i eat more on those days.
I'll see how this goes. I might have to alternate between this and something with slightly more substance each week, because i need the energy for ballet and exams.

It's not long now before i go on camp. For nine days. Doing extremely strenuous exercise. I leave on the ninth of June. That's exactly two weeks away. So if i lose two kilos between now and then, that puts me at 46. Nine days of hard work and yucky camp food that I'll have no trouble not eating? BAM i come back at a wonderful 44. Thinner and Thinner.

I'm determined to make this work.
Which it will, as long as i don't give up hope.
I'm sorry i haven't been commenting, no time, plus half the time my computer won't let me :(
But expect some comments soon, they're on their way!

Seven facts/nominations will have to be in the next post.
Or added to this one if i find time.
We'll see.

Stay Strong, Live life, and Be Happy :)
Xx. Lillie